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Hustler Here I Come

A friend of my sister is starting up her own photography business and she's building her portfolio. One of the things she wants to offer is Boudoir pictures. For those of you unfamiliar with what those are, they are half naked pictures (or sometimes naked) taken usually for a husband-to-be of his bride-to-be. Lots of woman do them for their hubbies as well...sometimes the hubbies or bf's join. I'm going to model for KK's portfolio... tomorrow morning. And they WILL be public for all to see. I've been very excited for about two or three weeks now, but now...gettin a taaaaad nervous. KK will do a TERRIFIC job I know, and I'm not worried about being nakie in front of her by any means - neither one of us is shy in the slightest. I just don't want to look rolly polly and haved everyone and there brother staring in disbelief, wondering why on EARTH I would be willing to pose like that looking like that... Not terribly likely I know but still. You'd be worried to.

My sister is P-U-M-P-E-D about me doing it, btw. I'm going to blow up the nastiest one I get taken and give her an 8x10 for Christmas. Mwah ha ha... Just kidding. But she has been very helpful coming up with ideas. Another elated party is J. He was going to come and pose with me but he ended up getting appointments booked that he's out. Career more important. I agree. He just wants to look at them anyway.

If I love them. Maybe I will post a couple on here.

To be continued...


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