A Girl and Her Boys

Ok. J and I were playing R-U-M-M-Y last night and I beat him... He literally threw a little kid fit. Stomped off to the living room. Huffed on the couch. Threw his hat. Ignored me for an hour or so then said he needed to go for a run and he'd feel better...cause he "hates losing". Boys are dumb. At first I just laughed at him. But then it ticked me off too. I had to ignore him right back for a while. I refuse to get into our first arguement about an old person card playing game like rummy. Seriously. Rummy. I'm at a loss for words...

Here are my thoughts and opinions on introducing children in a relationship. It's complicated and tricky and it requires a lot of finesse. I am VERY serious about this topic and I have strong opinions. I think mother's that introduce there child/children to every man she's humping is inappropriate and irresponsible and ESPECIALLY those mother's who let there very young impressionable child start calling there live in boyfriend of a grand total of 8 months Daddy! Obviously I have a specific person in mind on this rant... J has a little boy, I think I've mentioned before, and I have since that post, met him. I'm scolding myself a little because I am not 100% sure I am ready for this step (close but not totally) and I let the pressure collapse me a little earlier than I would have liked. I think I have also mentioned before that a child is not a relationship deal breaker having been a very much loved step child myself. So, this is where I am stand that subject. Wha...

I am dying to get a tattoo. I don't know what the urge is really but I want one so bad! What's the deal?? My mom, sister and I are all going to get matching tattoos sometime as soon as we all have the money (which is hard for us all to have at the same time). We are going to get three stars with scrolling behind them. I'm getting that one on my foot and I think my sister is too. Not sure where my mom is getting hers - maybe her shoulder. But I don't know if I can wait for that one... One that I'm sure of is (someday when I have one) I want to get my kids names tattooed on my ankle or wrist - well not sure where exactly but I want their names. Also, there is a really awesome one that J and I found that we are contemplating getting together IF we get hitched someday. Big if, but it's an AWESOME idea. Love the lettering too. But, again, I CAN'T WAIT for those... Have to get one. But what?

My pics are in the process of being edited, but Kimberli posted a sneak peek on her blog. I'm the cute butt pic in the "ROCK" panties and sweeeeeeet leopard heels. Check out her photography blog at the site below: http://kravitzphotographystudio.wordpress.com/ I had a blast with Kimberli and apparently I am WAY too comfortable around her cause I spent half the time walking around with no bra on (sorry Kim). But she's so cool, it wasn't a big deal. There is a boudior album already posted on there - man is she speedy - so you should check it out and all the rest of her work! Thanks KIM!!

*Disclaimer: Momma if you is reading this, you may want to stop. Fair warning.* :o) Went on a float trip this past weekend with J and a couple friends of his. It was a crazy time and we all had a blast!! The four of us rented a raft - there were supposed to be two others coming but they had plans come up. The big yellow raft was dubbed the "Love Boat" and my drunk butt kept singing it as we floated down the river. You know... " The looove booaat... " *crooner signing voice* Funny how things are so much more hilarious when you've been drinking. And they never seem to get unfunny no matter HOW many times you repeat it. Works that way for me anyway... J wore a speedo to be funny. And it was a big hit with all us white trash folk down the river. Everyone we met and floated past made a comment and gave high fives. Even when we got back to camp, people were yelling across the road "HEY SPEEDO". We stopped by a group of canoes not too far down the river. One...

A friend of my sister is starting up her own photography business and she's building her portfolio. One of the things she wants to offer is Boudoir pictures. For those of you unfamiliar with what those are, they are half naked pictures (or sometimes naked) taken usually for a husband-to-be of his bride-to-be. Lots of woman do them for their hubbies as well...sometimes the hubbies or bf's join. I'm going to model for KK's portfolio... tomorrow morning. And they WILL be public for all to see. I've been very excited for about two or three weeks now, but now...gettin a taaaaad nervous. KK will do a TERRIFIC job I know, and I'm not worried about being nakie in front of her by any means - neither one of us is shy in the slightest. I just don't want to look rolly polly and haved everyone and there brother staring in disbelief, wondering why on EARTH I would be willing to pose like that looking like that ... Not terribly likely I know but still. You'd be worrie...

This sort of thing bites me in the butt every time... You know when you're braggin about something like, "Man, I haven't heard from 'psycho' in quite a while! That's so nice..."? Funny how a week later, he sends you a text message out of the blue. Refer back to the post where I was being called a "cheap slut" and a "whore". Yeah, that's the guy. I haven't heard from him since then... Until last night. Ugh. He sends me a text and even though I deleted his name from my phone book, I recognize the number and know it's him: "Would it mean anything to you if i apologized?" Uh...nope. I didn't text back. That's just what he was wanting - manipulative bastard! Then not even an hour later: "I didn't expect it to, I don't blame you. But i need to tell you i was sorry for being so ugly to you. your special, i'm sorry" You bet your ass you're sorry!! But I don't really give a damn. And as...